happy birthday to me

July 18, 2008 § 18 Comments

I am supposed to be happy.
But i prefer joy and there is on around,
so I feel lost,
i try to be happy,
but joy is what i want.
I wish to know the causations,
i wish to know differentiation,
but most of all ,
i wish to know why i am here,
and why do i fear?
Why ,why do i not like
anything.Why ,why am i not
able to relate to anyone.
Is loneliness my gift and curse?
Happy birthday to me,
i have lived for another year,
And a few wish i go on the live
forever.happy birthday to me,
But why is it happy and not joy?
Why happiness is too short,
life too is,
but life is a joy,
as it lasts long.happiness
is like a stream
where as joy is the ocean.
Has the ocean run dry?
Or is it just that,
i am in front of a huge lake?
Or am i looking at the wrong sea?
Whatever it maybe,
someone does exist for me,
happy birthday to me,
i think i can see,
where the ocean might be,
i am off towards it,bye.

On the horizon

June 12, 2008 § 7 Comments

It only lives in the memory,
of the camera and mine.
It was wonderful,beautiful,
still ,it is not mine.

It remains in my memory,
but soon shall fade,
but in reality,it will
live till time’s stay.

the suns rays,
a water way,
a view, when going by,
in times thoughts it lies.

On the horizon,
from the other and to it,
it comes and goes,
as illusion rows.

A few seconds,
time is constant ,yet
not constant,
live on light.

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